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Monday, 25 August 2008

Exposed wounds

"I wanna go home!! Send me home!"
"Sheena please tell me what's wrong with you"
"No! I don't wanna talk to you! I just wanna go home!"
"Ooo. You macam ni ngan i skarang.. Ngan i pun tamau citer..?"
"No.. I juast wanna go home..."
Then Sheena broke into tears..

This was a scene after a bout of late night drinking. It was proven (or what most people say anyways) that you let your true feelings show when you drunk. I was drunk. And i wanted to go home. Was that what i actually felt? Or was that the cause of my feelings and emotions running amok.

At that precise moment, all i could think of was my life; and how it turned out to be. I dunno, it's just that i'm going through this phase of "life-thinking" and lonliness. I feel hollow.

I've got everything except a man. And i'm not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, but i'm tired of being alone...
I know i'm leaving my wounds exposed for all to see.. I'm sorry. I hope you'd understand.

I just wanna go home..

xoxo
sheena the lola

6 comments:

a Q r a m said...

uhm...ape kate g isi borg kat agensi mencari jodoh..at least ade sumone nk kenal ng u...hehee...
do u have any history yang u penah reject somebody from ur life?

Shereena Saini said...

errr.. me being rejected or me rejecting someone? be precise.. but owh well, have been rejected and had rejected.

so both fits. neways? rationale for that q?

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

how are u holding up? *hugs*

a Q r a m said...

u kno wat i'm thinkin...
i'm thinkin about karma right now..

Shereena Saini said...

dunno lah. if the shit bout what goes around comes around is true, then why havent it get back to me yet..? sigh..

felicia: thanks babe, im doing much better today! muaxs!

a Q r a m said...

hidup ibarat roda..kadang di atas ,,kadang di bawah...

just face it..
Life is Great

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